**Josh Johnson: Up Here Killing Myself (2023)** dives deep into the intricacies of black mental health and the journey of self-discovery through the lens of comedian Josh Johnson. In this captivating and heartfelt comedy special on Peacock, Josh opens up to both his therapist and the audience, tackling a myriad of topics that resonate with many. From the struggles of growing up in a financially strained environment to the raw emotions tied to grief, Josh fearlessly navigates the complexities of life’s experiences. He even shares the unique story of firing his first gun, making for an unforgettable narrative that balances humor with poignant reflections. No topic is too big, too small, or too personal for Josh as he invites viewers into his world, encouraging laughter while shedding light on serious issues. Join him on this transformative journey as he uses comedy to explore the challenges of mental health, ultimately inspiring others to confront their own narratives with honesty and humor. Don’t miss this compelling blend of laughter and introspection.